what i wasn't doing, though, was working, driving or schooling. i had crashed betsey about a month ago; i hadn't started at apple yet; and summer school was a couple weeks away.
and now it's all different.
i have a truck with no name, a job i think im a little in love with and i may actually graduate by next june.
but what else do i have?
a new computer, a new phone, a new ipod.
yeah, they've all stemmed from my job.
but that's about it.
a year ago today i was in the beginnings of the greatest, probably unhealthiest relationship that never existed. i was headed to vegas and hanging out in a casino while legally underage. i was getting royally screwed and jilted while pursuing what i thought was my passion. i found an adoptive family and i still didnt have a steady form of transportation.
i've been thinking about the past year a lot more lately. with my one year anniversary at my job and with the realization that after all my ranting i may actually graduate on time, a year has taken on new meaning.
four seasons/twelve months/365.25 days later, there were four relationships, two roommates, three new lifelong friends.
eh, maybe i'm just tired.
maybe i've been in one place for too long again.
can you catch a disease from a movie? because i think i have holly golightly syndrome, where all you want to do is leave because nothing moves fast enough and no one stays long enough and everything is ephemeral.
maybe i'm just being melodramatic though and everything is fine.
yeah, and maybe change is good.
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