"every time (he) walks in a room all i can think about is his tongue."

i mite be having the best week in a long time. hell, even "grey's anatomy" isn't depressing me right now. 

and even my horrible terrible backache cant change the fact that this week has been spectacular and amazing and a breeze to survive. almost ... too easy. as though at any moment the other shoe will drop and i won't be able to keep up. meh, for now it's fun and easy living.

i even may have a cool internship-type thing headed my way. 

not that my hopes are up. 

because any time my hopes get up, the other shoe drops and i'm right back where i started. for now i should just appreciate how easy it feels to survive now. because just last week it felt as though i wouldn't, couldn't. 

gah, but, hell, if i can survive the next two weeks, i may even be able to graduate on time. 

haha gotchya!