sudden fall failed

if you really wanted it, i could get it for you.

if you wanted it immediately, i could probably still get it for you.

operation: sudden fall failed. some people will say that the purpose of it was to scare students straight, get them to think twice before buying drugs, etc. but all it did was make dealers and users distrustful of new people. all it did was stem the growth of major buyers and dealers. 

and it created a huge gap between the druggies and the suppliers that was quickly filled by young enterprising opportunists looking for some spending money. 

additionally, all the praise for president stephen weber has been sorely misplaced. even he admitted that he was unaware of the agents' presence until shortly before the morning raid.  

i think the entire raid was poorly planned. it seems as though the DEA wasnt interested in pursuing the case until its true end. instead they were more interested in snatching the college kids they could get for minor possession charges. "but they put in a year of work," many will claim. however, a year for an undercover narcotics case is nothing. 

one year for what is now hailed as the largest west coast college drug raid is minimal. 

truthfully the whole operation disgusts me. and now, as more facts emerge, the audacity of the agents and their informants isn't even coming into question. the DA has already choked on his words and no one has caught it.  

anyway, here's a great article from the recent San Diego CityBeat by Eric Wolff; it's informative and interesting, check it out.  

pathology

i just found this movie called "pathology" with milo ventimiglia (whom ive probably been in love with since before you knew his name). anyway the movie is dark and seems a little psychotic, but id follow ventimiglia to the end of the world so it doesnt entirely matter to me.
this film is dark and ... pathological?

in the end, who better to perform the perfect murder than a forensic pathologist, a medical examiner? in the end, what beter way to cover up than to be the one who writes the report?

arizona is synonymous with family

in arizona life moves so much slower than anywhere else in the world.  alright, maybe that's just the heat talking, but it sure feels like it's true. 

so at 9.10 tomorrow i'll be walking off a plane and i guess i'll be hitching a cab home. why? oh well, because i don't want to make a phone call and i kinda wanna live life on the edge. 

that's a lie; honestly, i just don't want to call the people i know who could help me :p which is totally nonsensical. meh, maybe ill pick up the phone later.

so anyway, im headed home tomorrow and THANK GOD. 

family. as much as i love them, i cant hang around them for too long without wanting to get outta here or atleast have a drink. which i did. even with my teetotaler father present and all. 

anyway, it was a fun weekend getting my grandma set up with her second mac and all that jazz. 

new drink!

new drink/shooter:

Bloody Tampon 

Captain Morgan Tatoo

Cranberry juice

7-Up

Mix in martini mixer with ice, serve in double tall shot glasses

my gawd i really want to be a bartender. guess i should probably build up a good tolerance and start learning regular drinks, huh?

yeah, I go to sdsu. no, i don't have any drugs to sell you.

san diego state has always been known as a "party school." but frankly, some of us were getting tired of that old timey moniker. 

thankfully, we have a new one to fall back on: "that drug bust school."

sweet.

and all because yesterday almost 100 people were arrested in sd fpr selling, buying or using drugs (told you i'd cover 'rugs here).

statistically, most people should know someone who was arrested recently, or atleast someone in one of the six suspended frats. but i mean seriously, way to ruin our great reputation more guys. much appreciated. 

anyway, the majority of those arrested appear to be dealers more than users.

otherwise, i mean if the DEA and police had actually arrested more users, half the sororities would be under investigation and/or suspended, too.  

here's hoping some day sdsu will have a better nickname.

real football

i love soccer. not so much in love with nike. 

but def in love with this ad campaign. 

nike: take it to the next level

nike: the challenge

my bar tending skills

so apparently im not a terrible bartender. and im creative. which tends to be a good mix at parties.

Dreamsicle

2 oz. Raspberry Smirnoff

5 oz. Orange juice

Splash of grenadine 

Sour Patch kid/Airhead/Apple Berry Crisp (help with the name would be much appreciated)

2 oz. Raspberry Smirnoff

4 oz. Cran-Raspberry juice

1 oz. Sour Apple mixer

hah. this is fun. stay tuned for mas to come. 

"every time (he) walks in a room all i can think about is his tongue."

i mite be having the best week in a long time. hell, even "grey's anatomy" isn't depressing me right now. 

and even my horrible terrible backache cant change the fact that this week has been spectacular and amazing and a breeze to survive. almost ... too easy. as though at any moment the other shoe will drop and i won't be able to keep up. meh, for now it's fun and easy living.

i even may have a cool internship-type thing headed my way. 

not that my hopes are up. 

because any time my hopes get up, the other shoe drops and i'm right back where i started. for now i should just appreciate how easy it feels to survive now. because just last week it felt as though i wouldn't, couldn't. 

gah, but, hell, if i can survive the next two weeks, i may even be able to graduate on time. 

haha gotchya!